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I am short of words. It always happen with me. I come up with a topic to post in the blog and when I start writing I fall short of words. it’s the same condition I am in right now. Read this somewhere today, may be in a face book page. It was something which caught my attention. I found it against the law of gravity. It said “it feels light when someone enters your heart and feels heavy when someone leaves your heart”. (yeeaks English is a funny language I tel u, leaves=plural of leaf and also leaves=past tense of leave lol).
Long ago I heard this saying a Sister(nun) in our school told me ” when u like someone you like everything of them”. From then I have noticed its just so true. For an instance I like Manoj Kumar (the actor) so I like his style of covering half of his face with his hand(many find it irritating though). This is true in everyone’s case. That’s why for our parents we are not less than an actor or scientist or so on ‘coz they love us. So next time u like something of someone for a second be neutral I mean forget that u like that person and then think do u really like it what they do or say? If u like it then its really good else may be u like it only coz u love them .

Silence is my new weapon

Kuch dino se I had been fighting or u can say argufying with almost all may be because I was restless or the other reason is that people provoked me to do so. I tried to ignore it many a times but this monkey Ego in me always made me to put forward my point and while doing so the discussion kab argument me aur fight me badal jata pata hi nahi chalta. Fir my mamma told me be patience and be calm and try not to utter a word. If u want to make things clear or justify don’t do it while u r angry. Do it when calm n u have time. And also few people don’t worth to know the truth and explanation for them just be quite and see them struggle. Initially I didn’t understand this thing called struggle. I mean if I be quite y will they struggle. Jab maine is cheeze ko apple kiya wooooh it was like some weapon. Ha who every wanted to see me cry wonder wats with me. They keep on provoking me by saying what not about me and bla bla I don’t justify I smile. I say nothing. I even giggle silently, this giggle pokes them like million needles. Wow its time for me to enjoy J. also I happen to see this movie of Amitabh Bachchan “Budhdha hoga tera baap”. In this movie Amithji instead of using any bad word or gaali used beep. Like teri beep ki, saale beep and all. Why coz beep use karne se zabaan (tongue) saaf rehti hai aur saamne wale ko bhi zoor ki lagti hai. So silence is my new weapon, also I don’t know how long will I carry this attitude of mine. I wish I hold my anger and be patient and don’t break out.

P.S. : For whoever mess with me or provoked me for no reason beep ki beep :D

Badawala Thank You

Kabhi socha hai sometimes kuch log aapki life me apni ek aisi chaap chod jate hai ki aap chaho toh bhi unhe bhool nahi paate ya may be aap unhe bhoolna nahi chahte ya toh fir yeh bhi hai ki who bholane ke layak nahi hote. Again on a second thought jab woh log life me itne mayine rakhte hai toh why do u let them go. Iske reason bohut saare hai. Sometimes for their betterment or our betterment we have to let them go and kabhi kabhi unse kab saath chootjaye pata he nahi chalta.

Sometimes this happens that u are going through a very bad phase of life (or may be u have been lost in some world of your own assuming some stupid stuffs) and suddenly a friend appears from nowhere and solves ur all problems. They make you realise whats that u are missing in the life. And u again start living ur life just like before. These friends should be treasured. Sometimes who khud nahi jaante ke they have so much of impact on u. Its just the way of their thinking that inspires you and so u start taking life in their way and world again seem to be so lively. Its just like ki kisi girte hue insaan ko apna haat badhake sahara dena. Yeah aise logon ke haat bahut sundar hote hai. Yeah you have beautiful hands. (Beautiful hands ka matlab literally nahi hai beautiful in turms of quality).

These friends are treasure to have like I said. Aur sab ke naseeb me treasure nahi hota. When u cant reach out for something we just smile and say angoor khatte hain. Saare angoor meethe nahi hote aur meethe angoor sabke naseeb me nahi hote. Aaj man thoda kharaab hai so ut pataan si cheeze likhi hai. Dear friend I tried to figure out what is that one thing which inspired me to change, I cant get it though. Just want to say that u mean a lot to me and I owe you. Thanks for lending me your beautiful hands to get me out of the shit I was in. From school days I have had so many friends they come and go. Time changes and so do we. I don’t want to change but change is the way of life hum chahkar ke bhi us change ko avoid nahi kar sakte. So one or the other day soon or later things will change and don’t know which part of the world we will put up on. I believe the drastic change in my life is because of you and the major decision I took is because of you. I wish you be happy always and you be blessed with good health, lots of wealth and yeah lots of love. This post is just to let you know I mean what I said.

Certified typo queen....

Its always been a puzzle to me "How to start the post". But aise waise i stat and manage to complete.

I have always been very bad at spelling from school days. I always innovate my own spelling but some how readable. May be i would have taken this issue seriously and learned the art of spelling but due to the invent of auto-spell-check-and-correct and also coz of this new trend of using short forms i didn't feel a need of it so far. But how far can i manage? I have little cousins i spend most of my time playing with them in vacations. They are much younger to me say 10-15 yrs younger so obviously i happen to win in every game me play(naturally m more physically n mentally stronger than them).
Par waqt badalte der nahi lagti, these lil naughty cousins of mine some how discovered my weakness of spelling mistakes and here they go with new games. I mean scrabble, spello and many spelling related games and always loose and its so embarrassing. But thats fine i accepted my weakness and trying to overcome it. I will tel u simple example of my typo i am zillion times confused as to wats the spelling of video or vedio (moving picture). I can give many such examples but rehne do apne khud ke blog me apne khud ke haaton ke apni ijjat ki dhajjiyan udana achi baat nahi.

One more thing in my last post in the blog i wrote about maintaining a "to-do list" i did write it down and kept on postponing, now i realized if i do so i wont complete even a simple task so started doing one by one. updating the blog was one of it.

Thats all for now,
Happy reading...... bye

Red God promise :)

Being lazy to update the blog has been a hobby of mine now a days. Dammm the days are so busy doing nothing. Everyday i get this words of a teacher of mine banging in my head like a big pendulum. She always said never say u dont have time for anything. Just jot down the "To Do" list for the day, then plan and start doing it. Surely you will get time for everything. Trust me i thought lemme give a try and do this and yeah i was able to complete all my task. So i ve decided to maintain a "To Do List Book" and will try to include "update blog clause".

Abt the Red God Promise: This is an incident i always remember since my childhood. Dont know why but this has left an impact on my mind so much that i cnt even erase it from my memory. I vagely remember it was when i was in class 1 (1st std), I still remember my teacher name Miss Alice. I was a little pet to her, she was always on my nerves for my mischiefs. One day in school me and my friend Sharmila we were chasing each other just for fun and i accidently hit the window so hrd that the window panes broke into pieces. The teacher saw us and made us stand in front of black board. After a punishment of an hour or so she came and asked who did it. I said nothing (obviously i was very scared and choosed to be silent). Sharmila said "Miss Red God Promise I didnt do it" (We used this Red God thing coz we had red colour uniform and also a red color tie, we used to touch the tie n say red God Promise).

So here is the real thing why exactly yeh mujhpe apni chaap daal gaya. As soon as Sharmila said that Miss Alice said "guilty always tries to hide by false promises" So u r the culprit.She she was blamed for everything. I did nothing, my conscience was telling me dont be a spectator accept it accept it. But i wasnt thaaat brave, i couldnt speak :( . This one incidence i could never forget and still remember.

This taught me 2 things. Accept my mistake or atleast save other ppl from getting blamed coz of me. and the other one is do not promise(atleast not to promise to the name of God even if m right). I also read it in Genesis book of evolution that God was called by his original name but people use to swear by his name and misuse His name so it was ordered to not to use use His name in any other books or verse. I wanted to make this post of the blog short and sweet but i dont know how i managed to bragggggg so mack abt a small littile thing.