My passion becoming a reason for my Obesity

My passion of cooking and innovating delicious flavors giving me hard time by making me gain extra pounds. And also this thing called tension and stress and boredom makes me put on weight. Its not the matter with all but i am a wonder i guess. Who ever i mention that i have become fat because i am not happy now a days they lol and say u r kidding. But its the fact when i feel upset or bored or angry the best thing i do is cook. yeah i cook, its my passion i find peace in it. I obviously innovate with my dishes and end up eating them. They turn to be so delicious that i couldn't resist and eat it all. Waise bhi my brothers intentionally fight with me and piss me off because they know i will cook something delicious and they can have it.

And its the whole reason why am putting on weight. All the time i have i spend with my neice and nephew and while they sleep (they have to sleep a lot) i feel bored and i cook. And there are somethings which i want to get over them so a worm in my head sometimes creeps inside of me and makes me sad. So i eat chocolates and also ice creams.

Yeah i am now gol gol and bubleeee.... Its time i shud realise and start working out. Well i know a couple of ways to lose weight efficeintly and tried it before. I am planning to post them but let me try them once again and if it works a shortcut for fitness is on the way. Wish me luck people.....


P.S.: Someone long ago told me if u tease someone u will become like them (hope u got what i mean). SO i never teased or criticised anyone. But now realising that i am grown up and i should get rid of these blind beleif i critised some1 of being overweight (my pure intension was to let them realise its time to lose) and so may be thats the reason why i am becoming like that. I think i was wrong and i should mind my own business :/.

I love kids

I am so much occupied by kids at home now a days. I have a niece and nephew almost of the same age(20days difference). Who ever sees them asks are they twins? It was very annoying in begining, obviously ek rota hai toh doosra uske saath shuru ho jata hai and also they were very small like around 3-4 months so tough to understand them. But now its a treasure. every moment spent with them are more than any happiness. Its kind of funny to try to understand every moment of them, oh may be he means that,she means this. They coincidentally smile, wave or lil dance moment they make and we think its his/her favorite song. Later then again kids now a days are so intilligent they smile and like the chanda hai tu song and also the dhinka chika. We played it so frequently that even if these songs werent their favorite they have to like it coz they the only thing they heard day and night. Now being in their 8-9 months age they make me wonder by their actions.

My niece took her first step today. Even she seemed to be so excited. we were so happy that we made her walk million times (not more but 2-3 steps) that we even forgot she will be tired. later she got pissed off and refused even to stand. But it was so good to watch her trying to balance herself.

My cousins being much younger to me i had been a baby sitter to them too when they were kids. I love kids so i have spent most of the time with kids be it be cousins or neighbor kids. I was afraid that i will be having a niece and nephew in few days and may be i have had much of my time with other kids so may be i may not like playing with kids anymore. But Thank God its not the thing. I can play play and play with them all day and night long. But i should accept that though girls being my favourite i love both my niece and nephew alike. Its just that i am bad at handling boys.

Am over whelmed seeing my niece take her first step today that i thought its the time i post something about them. Well i have one or the other thing new about them everyday. Oh ya i forget their favorite toy is cell phone. Give them any thing they go for phone and remote control. We even got a dummy phone but they dont seem to be liking it. They run for mobile phone (with the help of baby walker). God bless them and they will be always loved by their Bua a lot.