Jaise ki poorvajon ki nishaani, khaandaani nizhaani, I always have this habit from childhood to save things as a token of remembrace of such and such a incident, such and such a place or people. Like this i have a collection of thousands of souvenir. Everyone at home is kind of irritated by my this habit. Obviously they have to because my collection starts right from my first school uniform, first school shoes, best friend's first gift, first cell phone, even the sim.... the list doesnt end at all. Like this i have a secret closet where i have saved all this. No one is supposed to look into it obviously its messed up :P. In case any of my brothers brake into it then its a call for the world war at home. Ab achanak se i realised may be i was wrong. I kept these things as a remembrace of certain things and moments. Now i realised do i really need stuffs to recherish the moments. No i dont have to. But ek cheez toh hai ki everytime i come accross these stuffs i show it to my little cousins and explain them the story behind it.
Toh mein bus yeh saari cheese doosron ke liye save kar rahi hon. mere liye toh bas yaadein kaafi hai. U know if u narrate the story to people they dont beleive you unless you show them a proof. par me kisiko prove kyun karoon? I have unknowingly saved tons of unwanted things. Let me be little selfish and keep memories to myself and not for others. I dont need these things to remember someone or some moment. I am trying to let go of this things. Mushkil hai par koshish i will do and clean the stuff. Its tough and really hard to do it but i think its the time and i have to. :)
God bless me and help me with my determinations.
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